Ramadhan, camping

Assalamualaikum.. Today is the 11th day of ramadhan.. It seems like time was fly soo fast until i didn't realize  how much time had passsed in my life. On saturday and sunday, I managed to get into a camp with my fellow Peers friend. Before I reach the camp, there was lots of incident happens which make my courage being stopped. However, I was able to reach the camp even that I only manage to handle an activity or two. But this is not what I want to say. In this camp, we going to SMK Agama Papar which is a religious school. Well, when I said religious school, what would pop up from your mind? Usually, people would think on this: tasbih, guy with jubah, serban and etc. However, when I reach there.. there are other thing that I had learned. That is Humble and grateful. The food in that school was not as good. We managed to sleep not at dorm as we always be when we handling program. But all of us ( the guy) sleep at the surau where there was a room.. But what i want to say, i was grateful and not talking bad about it. what happen in that school had teach me that we should be grateful.. and from that moment... I'm holding the principle of: sometimes things which is little but adequate is better than things which are much but will be wasteful. 

Other thing that I learn is about friendship. During the reflection slot. We bring the kids back to their childhood.. How they should appreciate their friends. We ask them to write a letter for 3 friends in that hall who they love the most. and unfortunately for 2 boys and 2 girls as they didn't received any letter at all. and that was the most touching moment I ever met in my life. And that make me realize.. who is my friend? As i live until now.. I don't have many friend. Maybe for some reason. they might didn't like me.. not me.. but maybe some of my attitude.. But one thing about me.. i dunno what is it.. I just an ordinary guy which was trying to live in my ordinary capacity without have to rely on other person except when i need to.