Moment of my life..

as I passed by my life in campus, where examination week getting closer and closer, i found out something that i need most to move on in my life. I need courage! but i can't found any courage in my life as my life feels so miserable. I feels so empty deep inside. but i started to hate it when i smile when i see other people in deep inside, i feels empty. I got lots of problem in my life lately, i need someone to be with me, to support me, to comfort me.. but i found no one. my world, only library, my ipod, my lappy, surau, and my room..after that, i got nothing else. some say that i'm a geek..some says i'm a nerd. its true..that's why i don't scold them because they saying the truth, they didn't say a lie. so i don't see the point to become angry. they saying the truth, so why must i get angry? some may says that i'm stupid, cowards for not fighting against something i need to fight. but the fact is, this is me. just an ordinary guy, who live in ordinary life. nothing more than that. now, i feels unease. i don't really know why. so i guess, all i need is pray for something good to be happen..