Perfection is within us...

It seems its a long time since my last post here in my blog. Since that I don't have big follower for the blog then I thinks it doesn't matter whether I post something in my blog or not. Besides, I will facing my final examination soon. So I guess that its way more important than posting in my blog. This week I had been contacted by my friend from UAE, it seems that she facing with some trouble about the decision that she must made for her future. As i always mention in my previous post, our future is something that we can't confirm and deal with it. I mean, the future is something that we can't see through our own eyes and also can't be reach by our mind. So I says to her that she must construct a plan for her future very well in order to ensure that her future will become bright, or else it will become a disasterous thing that she will experienced. Not that thing or issue that I'm going to discuss in here, but before that let me continues with my friends story. Then she come with a story of the "perfect" girl in her school mocking her own teacher not behind of the teacher's back but she express it openly. Here we got some issue to discuss. Look, does it academic matter most in our life. I mean do the academic achievement allows us to looks down at others who was below us? Come on. Academic achievement doesn't make sense at all in this matter. If someone is highly academic achiever, and her attitude is good, then that is the true achievement. If only the academic is good, but the attitude is not good at all, then what does the academic make sense? She also got the "perfect" girl award in the school. Man, I think this school may make a big mistake by choosing this girl. I'm not insulting anyone. But technically, this is the fact. Furthermore, I thinks that no one in this world can being considered as Perfect. because the perfection only for Him. The one who create this wonderful world. So how come this girl with that kind of attitude got the award? I thinks the criteria for the award should be revised that it should include the aspect of personality of the candidate. I thinks that it should be balanced between academic and also personality. Because I strongly thinks that there is no use that we had achieve highly performance of academic but our attitude if far more than being considered as good. Then come to the issue of perfect. How can this can being considered as an issue? Perfect.. Is one of the most desirable word that every person want in this world. Ask anyone you meet and ask them question of whether they want to have perfection in their life? They will answer yes. However, we know that in our way to chase perfection, it become disaster. For example, we can see how many person in this world will to not eating just want to get the perfect curve for their body? How many women will to doing plastic surgery that comes with 1001 probability and effect? see?? this is cause by the ossesion to become perfect for human, but doesn't they realize that they had already perfect without they have to doing plastic surgery and so on? See the verse in Qoran of surah Al-Tin, verse 4: Verily, We created man of the best stature (mould).. ( Cited from http://www.noblequran.com/translation/surah95.html) So, why must we chase the perfection if the perfection already exist in ourself?

So I thinks that we should realize who we are and from what we had been created. Dun cahse too much perfection in our life. We have to look down at ourself. We are nothing compared with Him who knows every single things that will happen to us.

Opening of a new blog

It seems that my life become difficult than even this week as the burden loaded in my shoulder become heavier than ever. I thinks that I can't stand it anymore. with friends that seems don't want to understand me well. I think that it's time for me to shut my mouth off and silently listen to them. I don't want to disturb their life anymore, what happen to them is their business.. I got no right to disturb or interrupt their own life. They was grown up enough. However, being a grown up guy ain't always easy for us. There's a lot of things that we have to look out and evaluate it well. Hurm... This is difficult right? But, as I always say before, we need to consider that everything we do always come with dual effect that is good and bad.

Time to get off from the topic, forget the sadness and sorrow for a while. I want to leave a side my sorrow and sadness. Last saturday, I went to a motivation program that was organised by UiTM sabah counseling clun. Even that my name not listed as students that must be there, but my heart says that I must come to the workshop. Then, I come to the workshop. When I come in there, a sad view or I can say a disappointed view can be seen in the multipurpose hall, There's only a few students that come to the program! But, from what I know from the notice, the program is compulsory for the new student! Is the number of new student only hundreds? Its quite impossible as I know there's a lot of new student had been taken for this semester! If that is the only new students then the hostel would be enough to support the number of student. But what can I see is the number of student that come to the program not more than 300! where's the rest?? This program is beneficial for them as it will help them and also teach them how to study well. The right technique is important so that we can score well. In this program, I learned that there are 3 type of learning or studying skills that is affected by how we like to study that is auditory, visual and kinesthetic. All these 3 type of studying habit or skill if being applied well by the students will help them to get or know what is the right way for them to study. However, its quite disappointed that maybe the students don't interested to attend the program because there are no coupon provided for the student that come to the program. I'm not blame the people that didn't come to the program, but what I want to say is what we need most is the knowledge that we will get from the program, not the coupon.! The knowledge that we get from a program is so much more precious than the coupon that we get from the program. The coupon will last only for a semester then it will gone. Become rubbish that we will throw it out in the dustbin. But the knowledge that we got from a program if we know how to applied it, it will last forever in our mind. One more good things that we can get is, we can also teach other people on how to applying the method taht we had learn, as sharing is caring. However, as I awlays said, there's a limit for everything we done in this world. So, happy sharing everyone!!

Oh, I forgot to tell that I had open a new blog. I thinks that, its important for me to write in malays. So I open up a new blog that in Malays. If u want to invite it, the address is: teratakbiruitu.blogspot.com.. why I named the blog as teratak (hut)? I thinks that because that I want everyone shelter which is not so wealth and rich but full with humble.. so If u are interested to visit my blog, then u are welcomed to my blog!

Begin your step with patience and full effort

Everything in this world have their beginning and also an end as well as the reason for it to occurs. However, its sometime hard for us to make our kick start to do something new.It would also come with pressure but at the end of it theres a reward waiting for us to enjoy the satisfaction that we will gain after put all of our effort to achieve and reach the end of the journey. As example, we can see the people who participate in the marathon or iron man competition. They have to pass all the obstacle that they required to overcome in order to reach the finishing line. This is the same with our life. We can assume that our life is a journey which full of obstacle that we have to overcome in order to achieve the achievement that we desired. some people seems can't afford or can't bear the pressure that was being putted on their shoulder. I'm not talking about this matter as a motivator or what, but as the person who was also feels the same pressure. I'm still a normal human being. Have my own sensitivity have my own feeling. Now, back to the topic, the people sometimes can't accept the fact that they had been blessed by the problem or obstacle in their life by Him. He want to show we that He still care about us. He didn't left us alone. Some people often said that " I was alone in this world. Nobody want to help me to solve my problem." This is the wrong perception about the term alone. Actually, there's nobody born to be alone. As we, human are socialize animal we live in a society which need among each other. You was never alone as you always have Him as your companion. I admit that sometimes the pressure was so hard until we can't stand the pressure especially when it relate with our relationship or feeling matter. That would make us become so upset. But always remember that there's always a solution for the problem. The matter of the solution is what are the solution that we have? Not only the matter of how, it also relate on when as time playing their own role in solve the problem. So its the matter of time. Either the solution will come to us in a short time or it required a longer time. But both of this time period have their own advantages. Lets see.. If the problem solves in the shirt time, then there will be less pressure that we might feels and we can focus on other things that is also important in our life. In the other hands, if the solution come very slowly, we would have time to thinks on why this things happen to you? Why not this problem happen to your other friend? Hence, in here there's a brainstorming and it may make our critical thinking to develop well. I'm not saying that if we have a problem, we should delay it and take it easy about it. Theres a problem that we can solve right on the time as the problem happen. However, theres a problem that required us to thinks deeply as every decision that we take in our life would effect our life in the future.

For a person to make a kick start it maybe hard, as he still in the trial mode where he didn't aspect on what result that he may get at the end. In life, its the matter of probability where anything can happen. So, its sometime worth to try for something new. In student context, the problem to adopt the new surrounding and environment always happen for the new student who still in their time to suit their new life as university student. My advice to them, just be patient as this critical time. Always remember that we was never be alone...

Transformation along with time

Each step we take in our life would cause a transformation in our life. Either its the good one or the bad one. Recently, I was shocked with my old friend transformation. There's a lot of things happen to them for almost 2 years now. The big question mark in this matter is How big the impact of transformation would take place in your life. Lets take an example of a caterpillar. A caterpillar which may look disgust especially for the girls. They would see a caterpillar as an insect that was make them feels disgust and don't want to come near. If the caterpillar can talk, it may said that, he's still on his way to transform itself into a creature that may make girl love them. And its true that after a long process, the caterpillar would become a butterfly which was looks so beautiful and can make the girls feels happy once the time they see them. However, how many people know and realize that its was originally from the caterpillar which they hate most? Now, lets take this example to our daily life. Nowdays, the people seems easily forget about who they are and from where they come from? This is one of the example for bad transformation. We must accept that not everything in this world would bring a good benefit only. Anything in this world would also bring along their bad effect. But people may only consider it as good as the benefit is more than the bad effect.

Look back at the transformation that occurs in the people around us and think on how can they changes to the way they be right now. But its look like a trend now for a people would become jealous when other people achieve a better achievement from them. They would try to make sure the people who get the better achievement down and they would stay in the top of them. I think they should thinks on how they can achieve the same stage with the people through the effort that they would try to make. For example, a student saw his friend become a top scorer in the examination and has stable pointer. So what should this student do? Poisoning the student who was clever than him? Become a backstabber to the person? Off course all these things would succeed and the clever student would go down, but the bad impact for what he had done would become greater than the benefit that he may gain. Think about this, the clever student may feels betray and hold grudge against the student who betray him and this will going on and on. Can you see the chain of grudge between this two people which may take many year before settle down? Its nothing but only bad effect. Both student would lose in the battle. When the question came to me, I would give this answer. Try to get a win-win situation where both student would get benefit from it. The clever student can help the other student to study and the other student would help him in the matter that the clever student don't know about. Not everyone in this world knows everything. There must be something that they didn't know. This situation would help both the student and no grudge would happen.

Sacrifice: Consequences and Effect

As the day passed, without we know and realize, we already wrote the new chapter in our life. The story that maybe the greatest one or the horrible one. Not possible it is would become the happy one or might be the sad one. As the new chapter going on all over and over again, there must be a sacrifice that we need to do. Its between one of this two element that is physical or mentally sacrifice. However, its also possible to have both of this element to become combined as one.

In our life, we will always face with the choices that we have to made. When we talking about sacrifice that always surround us as an important element in order to make us thinks more critically about something that happen. The big question mark is in the question of how should we know that its worth for us to doing sacrifice? This situation would require us to do so many calculation and also assumption in order to make sure that we are sacrificing for the right thing with the right intention. Some of us may thinks that people who sacrificing their precious things in life as a stupid. I thinks when its time has come for us to sacrificing, please do the sacrifice. However, as I always mention before in my previous article, everything in this world must have a barrier or a limit to make sure that it would not cross the line that had been set up. For example, a farmer want to build a farm to put his cow, goat and cattle all together in one place. The farmer must build a barrier or border for all of these animal that is, the cow, goat and the cattle. Can u imagine if there was not border to separate these animal? Off course the cow may step on the cattle which was smaller than it. So in here, we need to have a barrier or wall to limit our sacrifice.

How can we put all this thing together in our daily life as a student. This is the public opinion so, if I doing some mistake in my statement, please tell me so that I can correct it out. Back to the topic, as a student I admit that we have to do lots of sacrifice in order to get the great result or achievement that we wish we can achieve. However, not all the things in this world we can get easily some of them need some effort to achieve it. The effort that we had done is our sacrifice. When the other still sleep or walking around with their friends we sacrifice our time for a while to read a book to get more knowledge. All of those thing can wait but achievement or success would not always waiting for you! You are the one who should chase it our and grab it with both of your hands and make sure that it will always be with you! So here, we can see the need for us, to sacrifice and believe it or not, until now we had already doing sacrifice in our life. Try to count what are things that you had to do which you have to put aside another thing? Not only that, try to think if the result from it is worth the sacrifice that we had made? Take a short time to think and conclude yourself.

Live have to go on

There was too much incident that happen this week along with the problem and trouble that seems stick with me all the day. But I still can smile enjoy listen to my favorite song, go to the library as usual. Its like he want to test me with so much trouble and incident that make me feels weaker and beg for His mercy to help me out. some say that this is the way how he want to teach us and He also want us to thinks on what are the benefit or the moral value that i had learned from the incident. Our live is a story, just like the one that we always see on the television or movie. The main character is us and the director is Him who would determine what will happen next in our life. We just follow the flow of our life. Sometime we need to against the flow that had bring us. That's true because sometime we have to against the flow. Some people say that life is a gamble. I thinks this statement not so right, but I think that life is a fight or we can say it as a war. To win this war, we have to thinks of a good strategy to win the battle. Without a good strategy, we will definitely lose in the battle. Not only we may lost ourselves but it will also cost our pride. However, in life, it has its own up and down. We will not always be in the top. When its time for us to be in the bottom, then we will be there. When we was in the bottom, its doesn't mean that we are weak and can't do anything to save ourselves and bring ourselves back to the top. We still can do something, but the question, what can we do? Off course, we have to try harder to be in the top again. In order to get back to the top, we must remember that we have to do it in the right way. The right way in here is for not to insult other people, do the bad deeds against the people as this will cause another effect to happen. Even we may succeed to be back in the top, but believe me you will not last longer on the top as the other people would try to bring you back to the bottom. I can say that this is the punishment that you have to faced as a result of what you had done to the people in the way to get back in the top.
So, how should we do to get back in the top? We have to do our best in whatever we do in order to get back to our normal life. Remember that the luck and bad luck is the ingredient of our life. Without it, our life become tasteless. Just like when we cooking something, we must put some ingredient in order to make it tasty right? Its the same with our life, we must bear to face difficulties that we feels and take it as the ingredient of life. Thinks that the problem as a fog that will faded away and after the fog had disappear, the sunshine will take over it and there, you will smile brightly as the bright of the sunshine. Other than that, always remember that in the difficulty we have accommodation, and in accommodation, we have difficulty. The best thing we have to do is just continue our life as usual, and we must becoem patient and also pray for guidance from Him who knows more on how to solve the problem.

Responsibilty : Challenge that being burdened on our shoulder

When i talk about responsibility, what would come out in your mind? Maybe the burden? maybe the popularity? and even the admire that may come to you. Now we are in the era of popularity. I thinks its true, as people will try their best to become well know and famous. But become the people on the top of society or organization not as sweet and enjoyable as it may look like. There's a huge burden awaits for us to being lies on our shoulder. Therefore, before you announce ourself to become a candidate of an election or a high post in our society or whatever, we have to look inside of ourself. Did we have the ability to carries the burden that will put on our shoulder? One big question that may appear in our mind that: How hard of How heavy the burden that we bear to hold? I can say that some of the don't like to be a leader as they afraid that they can't do their job as a leader correctly or wisely. Indeed this is true, but the question would come for a leader who had been chosen by the people without he come and naming himself to become a candidate of that post. The Answer for that question is take the responsibility as a reward of gift from God that had choose him to become a leader. Remind that anything that happen in this world happen for their own reason and off course by the His permission. Without His permission, nothing would happen. So what should this leader do is just do their job nicely and wisely as all the deed that we done in here, will being written in our Book Of Deed that will showed to us in the Judgement Day. Instead of the responsibility that the leader had to remember of, there are still some that a leader should remind of that is the post that he get now, not permanently be him forever. We will not live forever as we are not the immortal. When our time come to us, we will be died too. So there's no point for us to become arrogant with our post as people who holds power.

Opening of a new blog and current issue..

Hurm.. I guess its quite long since my last post in here.. Some of my friends says that, it seems like I was missing somewhere. Does someone snatch you somewhere? I can't stop myself laughing when I read her message. Nowdays, the life in campus become so hard and we can say interesting as the newly student had come here from all over the state. Some of them come from peninsular and the neighboring state that is Sarawak. Me myself got 2 friends from sarawak. Ok talk about the new student, I guess some of them never be here and they may still feel shock cause of the new environment that they had faced in here. I admit it when the first time I was here, I feels shock to due to the new surrounding and environment on campus which was sooo differs from school. I feels burden with a high responsibility which lies on my shoulder. I guess that what they feels now. However, there are some of the new student also known as 'freshie' tried to be smart and acting like they are the senior until they don't mind on what they talking about and who they react to. This is the sad phenomenon as the value of respect each other seems slowly faded. What happen to the value of respecting the elders among the nowdays teenager? They seems don't mind on what they do which will hurt the feeling of us (the seniors). Maybe the incorrect ways to introducing them to their new environment is one of the reason why this thing happen. I'm not saying that my opinion is right in here thats why I said it maybe the reason, but as I saw them walking around proudly with their new status as University students and didn't respect their own senior, I guess that something should be done by the authority to solve this matter. Punishing is not the correct choice I guess as they are the teenager who still in their way to shape their character in the future. I thinks that the right way is by giving them advice and at the same time make they realize that the student in the campus live as a family. We need each other and we can't live on our own.

Be patient when anything bad happen to you.

As the day passed after the semester break end, I continue back my life in UiTm. What different in this semester I thinks is the challenge that I have to faced. The semester seems so tough for me and make me can't resists the challenge. What can i do for now is pray that everything would become fine. I still remember that I had read in a book that says that God had already deciding the heavy burden for His servant so that one day, after the burden had been lifted from his shoulder, he would smile brightly and thanks Him for His mercy. Other than than, some people might say that this is the Way God want to called us back after we had maybe forgot about Him due to our daily activity that are so tight. hence, He make us suffer so that we will come back to Him and beg for His mercy to help us to face with the problem that occurs. I guess, one thing that we should remember well is the problem will not always be with us. There will come a time where the happiness surround our environment. Hardship and happiness are 2 things that always come to human whether he like it or not. Do we have any choice? No. We don't have any choice but to face it or we run from it. Thinking on running when a problem happen to us, does by running from it the problem would disappear like that? Does it like in a sport competition where the more fast we run, the higher the chance to win? Off course not! When hardship happen to us, we should be like a rugby player who aims bring the ball to the end even he was sure that their opponent would never let them to do so. So do we in our daily life. We should faced our problem as brave as the rugby player faced his opponent. We should learn on the tactics for solve our problem just like the rugby player who learns the tactics of playing rugby to win. Now days, we always hear on the cases of the people who can't stand the pressure in their live make a bad decision to end their problem by commits suicide. They thought that if they died, the problem would solve. This is a wrong perception. Even they had died, they also have family who would face the problem. Didn't they thinks about their family, wife or children? Some of them taking the same decision as the person who commits suicide, but thinks a while about the people perception. What can I say about this, thinks deeply before you do something.

ALMOST THERE

now there's still another week before final examination. everyone start studying very hard to achieve better performance or at least maintain existing performance. during this time,the emotion of ourself must be in a great condition as it will spoil out our preparation for the examination. I had experience incident that make me suffer for almost a week ( lucky that the impact from the incident had been solved down). i thinks, as a student, we have to maintain our emotional as it will acts as a key to the brain to works. If the emotion was interrupted by external cause or reason, then the brain will suffer it too as they combined together, works together and blended together. I just thinking on what will going to happen to the person who was interupted by personal problem such as love problem, family problem. I was thinking how can they solve the problem efficiently? as I know, there will be a solution on any problem that occurs and hope i can found 1 too..hope so...

Moment of my life..

as I passed by my life in campus, where examination week getting closer and closer, i found out something that i need most to move on in my life. I need courage! but i can't found any courage in my life as my life feels so miserable. I feels so empty deep inside. but i started to hate it when i smile when i see other people in deep inside, i feels empty. I got lots of problem in my life lately, i need someone to be with me, to support me, to comfort me.. but i found no one. my world, only library, my ipod, my lappy, surau, and my room..after that, i got nothing else. some say that i'm a geek..some says i'm a nerd. its true..that's why i don't scold them because they saying the truth, they didn't say a lie. so i don't see the point to become angry. they saying the truth, so why must i get angry? some may says that i'm stupid, cowards for not fighting against something i need to fight. but the fact is, this is me. just an ordinary guy, who live in ordinary life. nothing more than that. now, i feels unease. i don't really know why. so i guess, all i need is pray for something good to be happen..

Future that unpredictable

No body can predict what happen in the future as it was unpredictable. No body would know if he/she will still breathe tomorrow. As we didn't know what happen in the future, we have to make sure that we are ready to face it. But here, i'm not going to discuss about on what will happen in the future but what can we do to make our future bright. As in holy Quran, Allah had said: "Allah will never change the fate of a tribe until they change they fate." So, in here, we can assume that Allah want we to try our best in life and never give up. However, people nowdays seems didn't like to try their best in life as they thinks easy of it. They wants to being looked by the others as cool and steady person. But how the true cool nd steady person is? For my opinion, cool and steady person is a powerful person. I said that because usually cool and steady person is like a grass. The grass ever a typhoon or a great wind blows towards it it still sit there and just being follow the winds direction. I'm not saying that we must follow all the things that happen to us blindly. Sometimes we have to fight for our life. For example, when we failed in an examination, we may feels sad and disappointed about our result. Some people may thinks that he don't have to study anymore and they give up hope. This is wrong because if we thinks back about it, there was a rational on why we fail. I thinks it's better fail than we cheat on the examination. The issue of plagiatism had become serious lately. This issue not only happen at the school level that is in PMR or SPM, but also happen in higher education institution like University. This issue must looked seriously and a serious act must be taken in way to overcome this issue. Usually, student cheating in the examination due to they thinks and feels that the subject was hard enough for them and they can't understand about the subject well. It is true that there are several subject that was hard to understand. It is reasonable because as we going up in education level, we must faced difficulties. Life never always being easy all the time. This is the fact that all student must understand well. As a student, I thinks the student must being exposed to a situation which make they thinks. They need must know on their role as future leader generation. They must know on how to develop the way they thinks and not stay in the same level. They must develop themselves.However, this must start within the student themselves where they should have a good value in their life. Most of student have forgot about their main intention why they are here (in University). Students must know and get back to their main intention. i don't ask them to become a geek. They can enjoy off course, it is important to balance social and study but we must know on how to manage it as well as balance it. Its a waste if the potential that the students have no being fully used to help to develop the country. So, I thinks all students to raised up and create your own potential as well as your future even its unpredictable and ecause of its unpredictable, its worth for us to try our vest to change it!

LET ME HEAR TO YOUR VOICE

Let me hear to your voice,
In the middle of the night i wonder,
Let me be with u all the time,
Finished my life without any miserable,
Be with u when u whisper a sigh

Let me hear to your voice,
Even I can't do so,
Let me hear deep into your heart,
Be with u when u laughing,
Be with you when u crying,
calm u down when u worried.

Let me hear to your voice,
In the morning I wonder if
U feels the same warmth as I,
Smell the same aroma as I

Be strong!
Be Brave!
U will be here in my heart!

14 february 2010
10.37pm
room B1113, Kolej Cluster B, UiTM Sabah

I WONDER

I wonder
how many step can I take,
how many smile can I make on my face,
How much stars can I count in the middle of the night,
How much time left for me to live,
How much laughter can I make for my friends,
Until I gone forever.

I wonder
how many people will I hurt more after this,
What will I do next?
When the time my lungs stops breathing,
Where will I go after that?
Will I still have the chance to talk to her,
Make her laugh, make her feels inspired...

Will I make she feel annoyed again?,
Will she feel annoyed again?
Then Let me go but
before that Let Me Hear To Your Voice for the very last time....

conclusion from the research..

Last week I had undergoing a research about the sensitivity of the student for the role and the function of student representative council in here UiTM.During the analysis, I take the correspondent who are consists of student from my class and other class as well. and most of the student answer no for the question do they know about the role of the student representative council. Hence, we can assume that the sensitivity or the knowledge of the student relating to leadership issue just like MPP is low. Thus, I thinks that the MPP who had been selected earlier last month should explain and show up their role to the student so that students will know about them and this can help to wipe out the negative image that always shadowing the MPP. Other than that, the corespondent also answer no about the question if they understand about the manifesto that the candidate had expressed during the Rapat Umum. So now, its the responsibility of the candidate who had won the election to explain and express their manifesto into an action so that the people who was feels blurred about their manifesto can have a clearer view about that.
The student also had known about their right to choose and they know on how to use the MPP as a body which can help them to expressed what their need to the authority and thats a good improvement.I'm happy and gald to know that all these students understands well about their right. Therefore, it will be more easier for the MPP to work out. Why i'm saying this? Because if the student know their right and the legal channel to express or complaint, the MPP off course will have work. This will help the newly appointed MPP to show the student on their role and indirectly, this will help the student at the same time.
MPP hold a big responsibility because they determine the situation in the campus. If there's a complain from the MPP, it express the complaint from the student as well and the authority will work out to wipe out their complaint. But if the MPP don't work out? Then, the complaint will gone as the time passed. This will bring negative effect to the student because the students needs a good surrounding for them to study and achieve good performance. Can they student of the accommodation provided broken? Off course not! the student will become more stressed and that will decrease their focus on their study.
So, I hope that the MPP member which had been selected by the voters can do their job properly and efficiently as they are the voice of the student. My hope for the new MPP, I hope that they will show a good value as a leader and as the student who wants to help other students.

CAMPUS REPRESENTATIVE ELECTION : AN ANALYSIS

UiTM Sabah student Representative election had passed about two weeks ago.I had already done an analysis on the election. there are several change that occurs during the election that is the student not represent their course anymore but they will compete and represent their faculty. I thinks the changes that occurs during the election as its own good and bad. as we all know, everything we done will have dual effect that is good and bad. the good thing that I can see from the change that had been made by the main campus is by change that the student will represent their faculty, the competition will become more strong and tight. This because when I was in the other campus of UiTM, I saw that most of the student who was named as the candidate won the election without any challenge from the others. other than that, the good thing about the change is the number of member in student Representative will become smaller and this will help them to move and doing their job efficiently because there was lack of people inside the organisation. On the other hands, I'm also concern about the bad about the change that had been made by the authority in UiTM. when the number of candidate had increased, the risk or probability of result of the election became draw is high. for example, in my faculty of Public and Administration and policy studies there are 10 candidate who will compete against each other in the election. So, we can assume that the percentage of the draw condition may occurs will increasing.Not only that, the bad thinks that I can see is it will be unfair for the faculty with less number of program under it. we can see if the faculty have lots of number of program under it, there will be no problem on it but it will become a bog problem for the faculty will only one or two program under it.
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on the meeting with the voters or called as 'Rapat Umum', the candidate had one last chance to campaign on the election. on the stage they will given the time to express what are their principle and what they will do if they won the election. As usual, I analyzing the manifesto which had been expressed by the candidate and what can I analyst on it is most of the candidate (not all) don't express their stand in specific ways. Most of them are expressing their stand in general issue and not the specific one. Most of them mention about what is the important of being united among all the student of UiTM. I'm agreed with the opinion that had been expressed but the question is how can we unite all the student to become one? I think one of the reason why the authority set the new law of the candidate will represent their faculty is to unite all of the student under the same faculty. I thinks it's essential for the student to unite under one ideology. this because the student need to know the importance to unite among each other. in the rapat umum also i found out that there are some of candidate was not prepared well maybe its was his/her first time stands on the stage. we can't blame him but I think we have to encourage him to become brave to face the public. Some of them even not serious in expressing their stands on the issue that they want to fight for. most of the student came up with almost the same manifesto that is will doing their best if they win the election. It's good to be simple, but if it was too simple, the public or the voters will see that the candidate was not serious in expressing their stand. Hence, they will think how would this kind of person will fight for their right if he win the election? I'm not bashing anyone but this is my opinion. Then as time flew, the candidate's manifesto had become almost the same, the voters will get bored and they will thinks about one thing. The candidate only want to become popular only. This had been said by one of my friend when I asks him about what he thinks about the election. He said that " the candidate only seek for popularity only and they will not care about us." Either his opinion is true or not, we will see.
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On the election day, I was woke up late because my class only start at 10am that morning. when I arrive at the spot for student to throw out their vote, I saw there was a lot of student that was claiming their right as voter. Look like the rapat umum which had been held on the night before election had succeed in changing most of their minds about the candidate that they will vote for. This is a good improvement as students start realizing about their responsibility to choose their leader who will represent them and send what they want to the authority.On the evening the result had been announced and the structure of organisation of the new student Representative counsel will be announced soon..
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All in all,the election had runs smoothly without any chaos just like the one which was happen in student Representative election in the others university. the candidate who had win the election will carried lots of heavy responsibilities that I can listed as follows:most of the student don't realize what's the role played by the mpp in the campus. so its the mpp responsibilities to explain to them what are their importance and role that they can play to help them. This because the student don't see whats the role played by the mpp so they will have negative perspective on them. hence, the other task that the mpp should done is to clean up these negative perspective that had being had been accused toward them. Other than that, the mpp have to become more friendly with the student who had vote for them in the election. the mpp can always be by the students side and hear their voice, listen to what they complaint and then send it to the authority for further action. Therefore, for the new mpp what can i say is all of you are the leader for us so show the followers that u are able to lead us to the better ways.

AN ANALYSIS ON WORLD ISSUE

Today as I have lots of free time, I'm going to find something on how can I study even there is no class. So, I had decided to analysing an issue that happen outside of the country. I want to bring the analysis on our neighbor country, Thailand. As we all know, Thailand is one of the country that was never been councuered by any west power such as British, America, netherland and so on. But the question is, why does this country had experience the chaos? This country had experience so many chaos incident and it seems never stop. The latest incident that happen is the riot caused by the yellow movement (who was support the king) and the Red movement (who was support the previous prime minister of Thailand, Thaksin Shinawarta. This group is also called Pro-Thaksin movement.) This issue had been started when the Military group had launching the coup to dragged down Thaksin who was the Prime Minister of Thailand that time. Unfortunenately, Thaksin managed to escape from the coup that had been launched by the military with the permission by the king on 2006. After Thaksin had succeed to escape from the judiciary action that had been filed against him because of the misuse of his power during he become the prime minister of Thailand, Thaksin had been goes around the world to seek for political ammunition and protection from the country that he was visiting. Then the ammunation had not last long, his visa and passport had been blocked by Thailand authority and government. during this time Thaksin had to seek for other political protection. As a result, in 2009, he had been given the position in the Combodia government as the economic adviser in the country. When the news had been spreading, the pro takshin and anti takshin movement had start to demonstrate their stand on that issue. As there are 2 groups involves in this issue, then it will cause chaos and it had come true as the riot had been exploded in Chiang Mai and Bangkok. i'm not looking more further on the demonstration and what they principle stand for. But what i was looking at is how will the country situation when the riot between this two groups exploded. If the demonstration which was organised by both of this group will end up in harmony and peace, then it would be fine. But the fact is the demonstration will end up as another more tragedy that happen in Thailand.

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back on the issue on Thaksin, what would he do if he can get his position that had been dropped 4 years ago. Can he calm down the citizens and get the trust from the citizens that he are innocence? This question may turn out from the citizens mind. " If he was innocence, why must he ran away and ask for political ammunity from other country?" I thinks this crisis will never ends as the red will try to get Thaksin back on his position as prime minister. Take a look at the previous prime minister of Thailand who was selected by the people. when he had been the Prime minister, the red group keep going on demonstration force the prime minister to step down from his position as they thinks he can't be the prime minister as he doesn't have any quality that they needed to become the prime minister. The red group had succeed to step down Samak Sundraravej as the prime minister on 9 september 2008 with accusion he had receiving the payment for cooking show. Now when the new prime minister had been appointed, Abhisit Vejjajiva then red group still continues to demosntrated on Thaksin behalf. Take a look at this, what will the pro taksin group will get for what they had experienced? Some of the protests member had been punished during the protest. On the other hand, Thaksin was in a happy life at combodia with his new position that he was get from the combodia government. does this thing worth? This is the main question that appears in my mind right now. If the answer is worth, why? They all have not been tortured by the current government. Does this is worth, fight for someone who was live happily and we are the one who suffer most. Even Thaksin get his power back, He will sit back on the wealth and he was not suffering ass he had already gain back his power on the government.

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I thinks the solution in this matter is both the pro and anti's started to realize that what they are doing is not worth the result that they have to faced in the future. U can see the impact of the riot that happen. does it give any benefit on the country? Off course not. It will only make the country developement become slower and slower. If the citizens started to realize that they need to unite again, then this thing will solved easily. Otherwise, if they choose to keep on fighting then this matter will never ends because if thaksin are able to get his position back, the yellow group will stand to express their unsatisfaction on the issue. and this matter will never meet its end and it will continue over and over again.

HAVE THE LOVE HAD GONE??

today, my class at the evening had been cancelled by the lecturer. I had decided to update my blog as this is also the way how i learn from the situation and environment. Then i had had looking at an interesting news title. 'Heartless act of a son and daughter in law'. after i had read the news, i was shocked on the news. An old father who had just undergoing the heart surgery had been left alone by his own son as his son wife don't want to accept him to come to their house. i was so shocked as this things happen. why should this things happen? doesn't the son have a pity and at least remember the sacrifice that his father make all this while? and on the next day, the son come again and off course, the father must be happy as he though that his son may go there and take him home. But what happen is otherwise, the son only dropped him the his bicycle only. i don't know what is in the son's mind during that moment. he only care of his wife more than his father. lets think about this, if ur wife died, u can seek for other wife. But what if your father dead? can u look up for other father? off course u can't find one for your. Is the love among the malaysian had being decreased? there is no love anymore. i thinks, if the malaysia can doing this to their own family, then they will do to others as well.

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the issue of morality in Malaysia had been worser and worser day by day. with the controversy that happen non stop. how will malaysia can defensing its independence if the citzens manner is soo bad? will they have awareness about the matter that happen around them if their own family was being abandon? even if he don't like his father to live with them in the house, can't he wait for his father to recover then he can send he to the welfare house for old people? can't he wait? as a muslim, i believe that all of our act that we are doing in this earth will have its own result and impact. either we are doing the good action of bad action. everything will get punished soon.. the matter is only if the punishment come to us when we still alive or the ounishment come to us when we had already died. just wait for it.

Heartless act of a son and daughter-in-law

OTHER NEWS & VIEWS
Compiled by YENG AI CHUN, NG SI HOON AND A. RAMAN

A 57-year-old man, who had just undergone heart surgery, thought he could recuperate at home but was in for a shock when his son told him not to return home.

Harian Metro reported that Abdul Rahman Talib was abandoned by the roadside in Kangar with just a bag of clothes by his 30-year-old son after his daughter-in-law refused to let him back into the house.

“I asked my son to drive me to town although I did not know where I could go. Instead, he left me in front of a school.

“I cried as I stepped out from his car. I did not expect him to treat me like this after I’ve brought him up lovingly all these years,” he said, adding that he felt lost wandering around before finally settling down for the night at a bus stop.

Abdul Rahman said the following day, his son had come to look for him but the old man’s joy was short-lived when he realised that the son was only dropping off his bicycle.

He said he met an acquaintance near the school two days later and was invited to spend the night at his house.

It is understood that the Social Welfare Department had since sent Abdul Rahman to the Batu Bertangkap Welfare Home in Beseri.

PASSING LIFE AND TRANSFORM WELL..

my life as a student is start again today. The circulation will never stop until i meet my Creator. Yesterday, i was at my ex school giving motivation talk for the newly form 5 student in my exschool. acctually, i was quite surprised when my teacher (also the councellor at my ex-school invite me to give a talk). But as this is a great opportunity to build my self-esteem when talking to the public, i accept that invitation. On the day before the talk was being held, my teacher called me and she mail me an invitation letter to give a talk from the school. As i have class on the morning, so I have to ask for an excuse from the lecturer. i called the lecturer and tell him that I can't attend the class tommorow in the morning. Fortunately, he giving me permission to absent in the class with condition, I must show him and send to him the copy of the invitation letter from my school.

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on the day the talk, i was taking a bus from Kota Kinabalu to keningau at 10am. during the journey to the school, i was wondering on how i'm going to talk to the student. When i had arrived at the town, I called my teacher to tell her that i had arrive there. the teacher then take me to the school and when i stepped on the ground in front of the hall, i can feel my legs start to shake strongly. I was entering the hall alone and when the mc was greeting me and announce the student that I had been arrived there and she passed me the microphone. I was feeling awkward that time and I say to myself. "u can do it" and at the same time my legs shake. I can feels that 200 student was staring at me with question in their mind. "who is this guy?". Thanks God, after my third slide, i can take over everything and the talk was running for 1 and half hour. Actually, I didn't expect that i will talk for 1 and half hour as i think my slide is soo short. during the talk, i was motivating them by tell their my experience as a student and also as the university student. I can feel their courage to study and succeed is soo high as none of them came from rich family. Most of them are from farmers family. Actually, I was amazed with the poor people courage to succeed than the rich one. Why i'm saying that? It is because, the poor people always fight until their last blood to get anything they need. For example, poor people who was work as the rotan seeker in the jungle. They know that the jungle can be a very dangerous place for them. But the question is why their are will to get in there? Because they have no choice and they have to do that or else, their family will die for starving. This make me feel so amazed with the people from the people from the rural area. I have a friend from the rural area such as tenom, nabawan, pensiangan. I can see taht they have the courage to study and succeed based on the way they talk. If these people is given the opportunity by the government to futher their study, I'm sure that they all will succeed. But how about the rich people? i'm not bashing them, but from what I see, the rich people who was always being pampered by their parents usually have no courage and spirit like the poor people. The poor people have a strong courage to success because they all know how the feeling to being poor, uneducated. But the rich people or person, when in the motivation camp where they all being bashed by the facilitator, they will become mad and sometime they feels week. Other than that, they also backstabbing the teacher by saying that the teacher doing this purposely without thinking on why they all was treated like that? I'm sorry for saying this but this is the reality from what i saw and hear.

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back on the topic, i thinks that life can be a good teacher to us to teach us about hardship and succeed. We all need to look up for a new definition of succeed. As we all passing our life, sometimes look at the back on what we had left at the back. Trying to remember the hardship that we had experienced in the past and transforming our mind to the better ways as our age had been increased day by day. All of us are going older and older day by day. As the life passing through, we need to do something for our life. wake up form our long period sleep and try to make our life better. I had noticed that there are some people was didn't notice about their potential and the talent that they have. Look up for you talents and move forward but don't forget to look at the back sometimes for us to judge ourselves. Does our life transform to better or bad ways?

WHAT WILL THEY BECOME??

Today as i had passed my life in UiTM Sabah campus. The same life. It's never change. it didn't even changed as my life is soo boring and stereotype one. Some friends that I meet said that I should spend time more on outside. walking with girls, watching movie or anything else. But i thinks that was only a waste of time. i don't see the benefit of doing that. they often said the young age only once and it will neer come back when its had already passed. But in my opinion, I thinks that at the young age is the best age for us to doing our best in our life. Not enjoyng them with unnecessary thing. As an example in here. as I had being in my friends room and chatting. ( I often goes to my friends room just to visit them and just asking on how they are doing, how are they feels today), my friend said that his roomate was going out and will be back at the middle of the night. As that day is sunday, and the next day is monday. How will they go to the lecture on the next morning? I'm afraid of these young people as they always wasting their time for i think useless things. i'm not denying that we need relax also and not too serious in our job or no matter what we are doing. But if we had become too relax, the works will become the same too. When will they doing their homework, assignment? Do they have to wait until the end of semester then only they will say "Alamak!". I think this the reason why the bumiputera student not improved in their study. but when the government had suggesting that this campus should open its quota of 10% to non-bumiputera, they was doing demonstration in all over the country. I had joined in the demonstration, from what I saw during the demonstration most of the student didn't even know what are the purpose of they are been there. when the people asking he/her on why they do participate in the demonstration, they will say " I'm just following what the authority tell me to do so." This comment make me sad. They didn't even know what are their purpose to be here in UiTM. So, I thinks that the student should know a lot on what are their are doing. The student are the asset of the country as they will take over the previous leader in the country. what will happen if the student especially the bumiputera still with their perception of they are secured? Off course their achievement will never changed. Therefore, I still hope that the people especially the student in the University realize what is their responsibility on their country and step forward and keep going to achieve the success. The term in success must being understand very good so taht we can measure and assume whether that person/ student is succeed or not.

WHERE IS THE LOVE??

As we all know, the situation in our country, Malaysia had become worser day by day. After one incident there goes the another one. If the incident can make benefit on us, it will be fine. but is the incident can give bad influence on our country. why should we make this happen? everyone has their own opinion on why this things happen. If you are asking for my opinion, I will say that this would happen because of the lack of love among all of us. This is the true evidence that love had being decreased in our heart as malaysian. Its was so sad when we are thinking about what will going to happen on our country. If we don't realize and keep going in our own thought and ways. I believe that a chaos will happen in our country soon. So, as a Malaysian who was looking at this issue seriously, I think that we should make this things solved as soon as possible to prevent the this will become worse than we can imagine. Please, I hope that all of us will live happily in this country. This country had its independence for almost 53 years now. Why should we break the independence that we had defensing it for a long time just for our own sake? its not worth it. Just believe on what I say. Its not worth it.