PASSING LIFE AND TRANSFORM WELL..

my life as a student is start again today. The circulation will never stop until i meet my Creator. Yesterday, i was at my ex school giving motivation talk for the newly form 5 student in my exschool. acctually, i was quite surprised when my teacher (also the councellor at my ex-school invite me to give a talk). But as this is a great opportunity to build my self-esteem when talking to the public, i accept that invitation. On the day before the talk was being held, my teacher called me and she mail me an invitation letter to give a talk from the school. As i have class on the morning, so I have to ask for an excuse from the lecturer. i called the lecturer and tell him that I can't attend the class tommorow in the morning. Fortunately, he giving me permission to absent in the class with condition, I must show him and send to him the copy of the invitation letter from my school.

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on the day the talk, i was taking a bus from Kota Kinabalu to keningau at 10am. during the journey to the school, i was wondering on how i'm going to talk to the student. When i had arrived at the town, I called my teacher to tell her that i had arrive there. the teacher then take me to the school and when i stepped on the ground in front of the hall, i can feel my legs start to shake strongly. I was entering the hall alone and when the mc was greeting me and announce the student that I had been arrived there and she passed me the microphone. I was feeling awkward that time and I say to myself. "u can do it" and at the same time my legs shake. I can feels that 200 student was staring at me with question in their mind. "who is this guy?". Thanks God, after my third slide, i can take over everything and the talk was running for 1 and half hour. Actually, I didn't expect that i will talk for 1 and half hour as i think my slide is soo short. during the talk, i was motivating them by tell their my experience as a student and also as the university student. I can feel their courage to study and succeed is soo high as none of them came from rich family. Most of them are from farmers family. Actually, I was amazed with the poor people courage to succeed than the rich one. Why i'm saying that? It is because, the poor people always fight until their last blood to get anything they need. For example, poor people who was work as the rotan seeker in the jungle. They know that the jungle can be a very dangerous place for them. But the question is why their are will to get in there? Because they have no choice and they have to do that or else, their family will die for starving. This make me feel so amazed with the people from the people from the rural area. I have a friend from the rural area such as tenom, nabawan, pensiangan. I can see taht they have the courage to study and succeed based on the way they talk. If these people is given the opportunity by the government to futher their study, I'm sure that they all will succeed. But how about the rich people? i'm not bashing them, but from what I see, the rich people who was always being pampered by their parents usually have no courage and spirit like the poor people. The poor people have a strong courage to success because they all know how the feeling to being poor, uneducated. But the rich people or person, when in the motivation camp where they all being bashed by the facilitator, they will become mad and sometime they feels week. Other than that, they also backstabbing the teacher by saying that the teacher doing this purposely without thinking on why they all was treated like that? I'm sorry for saying this but this is the reality from what i saw and hear.

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back on the topic, i thinks that life can be a good teacher to us to teach us about hardship and succeed. We all need to look up for a new definition of succeed. As we all passing our life, sometimes look at the back on what we had left at the back. Trying to remember the hardship that we had experienced in the past and transforming our mind to the better ways as our age had been increased day by day. All of us are going older and older day by day. As the life passing through, we need to do something for our life. wake up form our long period sleep and try to make our life better. I had noticed that there are some people was didn't notice about their potential and the talent that they have. Look up for you talents and move forward but don't forget to look at the back sometimes for us to judge ourselves. Does our life transform to better or bad ways?