Opening of a new blog and current issue..

Hurm.. I guess its quite long since my last post in here.. Some of my friends says that, it seems like I was missing somewhere. Does someone snatch you somewhere? I can't stop myself laughing when I read her message. Nowdays, the life in campus become so hard and we can say interesting as the newly student had come here from all over the state. Some of them come from peninsular and the neighboring state that is Sarawak. Me myself got 2 friends from sarawak. Ok talk about the new student, I guess some of them never be here and they may still feel shock cause of the new environment that they had faced in here. I admit it when the first time I was here, I feels shock to due to the new surrounding and environment on campus which was sooo differs from school. I feels burden with a high responsibility which lies on my shoulder. I guess that what they feels now. However, there are some of the new student also known as 'freshie' tried to be smart and acting like they are the senior until they don't mind on what they talking about and who they react to. This is the sad phenomenon as the value of respect each other seems slowly faded. What happen to the value of respecting the elders among the nowdays teenager? They seems don't mind on what they do which will hurt the feeling of us (the seniors). Maybe the incorrect ways to introducing them to their new environment is one of the reason why this thing happen. I'm not saying that my opinion is right in here thats why I said it maybe the reason, but as I saw them walking around proudly with their new status as University students and didn't respect their own senior, I guess that something should be done by the authority to solve this matter. Punishing is not the correct choice I guess as they are the teenager who still in their way to shape their character in the future. I thinks that the right way is by giving them advice and at the same time make they realize that the student in the campus live as a family. We need each other and we can't live on our own.

Be patient when anything bad happen to you.

As the day passed after the semester break end, I continue back my life in UiTm. What different in this semester I thinks is the challenge that I have to faced. The semester seems so tough for me and make me can't resists the challenge. What can i do for now is pray that everything would become fine. I still remember that I had read in a book that says that God had already deciding the heavy burden for His servant so that one day, after the burden had been lifted from his shoulder, he would smile brightly and thanks Him for His mercy. Other than than, some people might say that this is the Way God want to called us back after we had maybe forgot about Him due to our daily activity that are so tight. hence, He make us suffer so that we will come back to Him and beg for His mercy to help us to face with the problem that occurs. I guess, one thing that we should remember well is the problem will not always be with us. There will come a time where the happiness surround our environment. Hardship and happiness are 2 things that always come to human whether he like it or not. Do we have any choice? No. We don't have any choice but to face it or we run from it. Thinking on running when a problem happen to us, does by running from it the problem would disappear like that? Does it like in a sport competition where the more fast we run, the higher the chance to win? Off course not! When hardship happen to us, we should be like a rugby player who aims bring the ball to the end even he was sure that their opponent would never let them to do so. So do we in our daily life. We should faced our problem as brave as the rugby player faced his opponent. We should learn on the tactics for solve our problem just like the rugby player who learns the tactics of playing rugby to win. Now days, we always hear on the cases of the people who can't stand the pressure in their live make a bad decision to end their problem by commits suicide. They thought that if they died, the problem would solve. This is a wrong perception. Even they had died, they also have family who would face the problem. Didn't they thinks about their family, wife or children? Some of them taking the same decision as the person who commits suicide, but thinks a while about the people perception. What can I say about this, thinks deeply before you do something.

ALMOST THERE

now there's still another week before final examination. everyone start studying very hard to achieve better performance or at least maintain existing performance. during this time,the emotion of ourself must be in a great condition as it will spoil out our preparation for the examination. I had experience incident that make me suffer for almost a week ( lucky that the impact from the incident had been solved down). i thinks, as a student, we have to maintain our emotional as it will acts as a key to the brain to works. If the emotion was interrupted by external cause or reason, then the brain will suffer it too as they combined together, works together and blended together. I just thinking on what will going to happen to the person who was interupted by personal problem such as love problem, family problem. I was thinking how can they solve the problem efficiently? as I know, there will be a solution on any problem that occurs and hope i can found 1 too..hope so...

Moment of my life..

as I passed by my life in campus, where examination week getting closer and closer, i found out something that i need most to move on in my life. I need courage! but i can't found any courage in my life as my life feels so miserable. I feels so empty deep inside. but i started to hate it when i smile when i see other people in deep inside, i feels empty. I got lots of problem in my life lately, i need someone to be with me, to support me, to comfort me.. but i found no one. my world, only library, my ipod, my lappy, surau, and my room..after that, i got nothing else. some say that i'm a geek..some says i'm a nerd. its true..that's why i don't scold them because they saying the truth, they didn't say a lie. so i don't see the point to become angry. they saying the truth, so why must i get angry? some may says that i'm stupid, cowards for not fighting against something i need to fight. but the fact is, this is me. just an ordinary guy, who live in ordinary life. nothing more than that. now, i feels unease. i don't really know why. so i guess, all i need is pray for something good to be happen..

Future that unpredictable

No body can predict what happen in the future as it was unpredictable. No body would know if he/she will still breathe tomorrow. As we didn't know what happen in the future, we have to make sure that we are ready to face it. But here, i'm not going to discuss about on what will happen in the future but what can we do to make our future bright. As in holy Quran, Allah had said: "Allah will never change the fate of a tribe until they change they fate." So, in here, we can assume that Allah want we to try our best in life and never give up. However, people nowdays seems didn't like to try their best in life as they thinks easy of it. They wants to being looked by the others as cool and steady person. But how the true cool nd steady person is? For my opinion, cool and steady person is a powerful person. I said that because usually cool and steady person is like a grass. The grass ever a typhoon or a great wind blows towards it it still sit there and just being follow the winds direction. I'm not saying that we must follow all the things that happen to us blindly. Sometimes we have to fight for our life. For example, when we failed in an examination, we may feels sad and disappointed about our result. Some people may thinks that he don't have to study anymore and they give up hope. This is wrong because if we thinks back about it, there was a rational on why we fail. I thinks it's better fail than we cheat on the examination. The issue of plagiatism had become serious lately. This issue not only happen at the school level that is in PMR or SPM, but also happen in higher education institution like University. This issue must looked seriously and a serious act must be taken in way to overcome this issue. Usually, student cheating in the examination due to they thinks and feels that the subject was hard enough for them and they can't understand about the subject well. It is true that there are several subject that was hard to understand. It is reasonable because as we going up in education level, we must faced difficulties. Life never always being easy all the time. This is the fact that all student must understand well. As a student, I thinks the student must being exposed to a situation which make they thinks. They need must know on their role as future leader generation. They must know on how to develop the way they thinks and not stay in the same level. They must develop themselves.However, this must start within the student themselves where they should have a good value in their life. Most of student have forgot about their main intention why they are here (in University). Students must know and get back to their main intention. i don't ask them to become a geek. They can enjoy off course, it is important to balance social and study but we must know on how to manage it as well as balance it. Its a waste if the potential that the students have no being fully used to help to develop the country. So, I thinks all students to raised up and create your own potential as well as your future even its unpredictable and ecause of its unpredictable, its worth for us to try our vest to change it!

LET ME HEAR TO YOUR VOICE

Let me hear to your voice,
In the middle of the night i wonder,
Let me be with u all the time,
Finished my life without any miserable,
Be with u when u whisper a sigh

Let me hear to your voice,
Even I can't do so,
Let me hear deep into your heart,
Be with u when u laughing,
Be with you when u crying,
calm u down when u worried.

Let me hear to your voice,
In the morning I wonder if
U feels the same warmth as I,
Smell the same aroma as I

Be strong!
Be Brave!
U will be here in my heart!

14 february 2010
10.37pm
room B1113, Kolej Cluster B, UiTM Sabah

I WONDER

I wonder
how many step can I take,
how many smile can I make on my face,
How much stars can I count in the middle of the night,
How much time left for me to live,
How much laughter can I make for my friends,
Until I gone forever.

I wonder
how many people will I hurt more after this,
What will I do next?
When the time my lungs stops breathing,
Where will I go after that?
Will I still have the chance to talk to her,
Make her laugh, make her feels inspired...

Will I make she feel annoyed again?,
Will she feel annoyed again?
Then Let me go but
before that Let Me Hear To Your Voice for the very last time....